

she's deadtell me you love me when my arms are wrapped around your neck tell them you hate me when I'm in the next room tell us how scared you are tell yourself it's only for hershe's dead
tell me she'll be back soon tell them you just cant wait till i'm gone tell us that we need help tell yourself she's coming back
tell me that you'll always be here tell them that she's coming to get me tell us that lie one more time tell yourself it's true
and i'll tell you she's never coming back, she left us like you will too good bye.
| bipolar serious weird & full of cliches |
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caffiene pepsi+grapes+chicken Parmesan+dandelions+me+my friends+ my lover=endless love and happiinessess
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OblskOne
"When The Going Gets Weird, The Weird Go Pro."
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OblskOne
"When The Going Gets Weird, The Weird Go Pro."
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[link] - Cutest thing ever...
Jashin sent me an angel to love from the heavens above.
A True Auther Lives there story's First...
Proud Auther of "A Hero's Tail"
I Love Kenpachi~
i'll be in NH on thursday and i still don't know what time my flight leaves so i'm going to break into mom's email and find out.
love ya!
~M
(i'm putting obsessed as my emoticon even though i'm not obsessed i was just looking through them and that one is just sooo funny!)
i've been trying to talk to my friend Bree for over a week now. i've called her and called her but she never answers or calls me back so i'm alone and i never have anyone over. i called my friend Justin today and asked if he wanted to come over and watch a movie he said to call him back in five minutes so i waited and called him back and his mom said no but he didn't say why or maybe some other time he just said bye. so i'm really lonely and i'm going to get very fat soon if i keep on eating all the chocolate and ice cream i'm eating. Thursday i had a dove milk chocolate bunny(a solid chocolate bunny), Friday i had a whole bar(a big bar)of hersey's extra dark chocolate and rasberry sherbert, tonight i had only a little bit of a hersey's extra dark chocolate with pomegranet(which is very good)then some cookies and cream ice cream plus i'm just really depressed right now and it's like 12:12 and i just feel like eating the rest of that chocolate bar that's in the freezer because it's warm and i know this is really long but...i'm lonely. i'm desiding between the Miserable emoticon , the hopeless emoticon, or the neglect emoticon but i've desided on the neglect one not really because i feel neglected(which i do(not by you))but the picture is more acurate. i feel like i'm standing on the outside of a crowd and no one will even look at me. you guys never did that to me. everyones nice to my face but it's so hard to do anything right here. i would go with the depressed emoticon but someone is huggin the depressed emoticon and no one will even talk to me and the tearful one just looks stupid. Bree's probably not going to call me. Justins probably not going to call me. Even if Dylan called me and wanted to do something(which is unlikely)i wouldn't be able to do it because my parents think he's a looser. my friendship with Amber has lost any meaning. she'll talk to me if we see each other but anything more is pushing it. my friendship with Jerolin is dead(and it can stay that way). so i have no one. i have been here for exactly ten months and i have no one i can depend on or trust. i almost bought Avatar book one volumes 3 or 5 at walmart the other day. they were three dollars but i knew if i got them i would want to 1. start at the beginning 2. get all of them so i could have the enitire series. i don't know why i didn't get them but i didn't. have fun at the fun festival for me.
~M
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